I have to write about my current emotions for they are in their rawest form. I have spoken to my colleague and friend to better assist me for she knows the story, but I feel I have to include my 200% in the matter. I miss my girl and I know that both of us are still growing and still trying to figure ourselves, I can’t help but feel worry. Even though I shouldn’t but I must say I am feeling like a spoiled child. Being accustomed to having her undivided attention and currently being without for a mere few days, I feel saddened. I know that she still needs to explore and come into herself, but one cannot help but be scared despite intuition. I can only hope and pray for the life I want and with her like in my dreams. Es o meu amor, o grande amor da minha vida. Te espero.